Currently Listening Wreck of the Day By Anna Nalick see related

ok so im finally writing in this stupid thing again because i have some things on my mind...so people are freaking out because of all the drama in high school how its not like how it was when we were little and yeah i know it really isnt but its something new, its an adventure that is alll up to ourselves. we can get upset and frustrated with the world around us or just decide whatever im just gonna go with it because this is the time where u really have to find yourself..its not who ur dating or what ur friends are doing or whoever the hell else is affecting ur life and all that matters is how u react to those things. to find yourself and figure out just who u really are is one of the hardest things in life because people are so damn scared of what if they dont like me..everyone has probably thought that at least once in their life and what a horrible thought! shame on ourselves! attention everyone: Stop caring about what everybody else is doing!!! yeah so what if its hard its life! its not impossible and u really just dont need those kind of thoughts its so much easier when u just ignore those silly comments from other people, just laugh it off heartbreak is in every life so u may as damn well get used to it and the whole world is judging u, so u know what give them something to judge, dont hold back live life for what, leave your mark on the world whatever way you see fit and maybe then u can say uve lived because if ur scared and u just hold back ur not really living and theres no reason for u to be breathing but i dont believe that theres a single person who does not have a meaning for living nor do i believe that theres a single person who doesnt have some way of leaving their mark its just a matter of if they have the gutts to dare...

so if anyone actually read that whole thing and followed it props to u bc i tend to babble buut i do have a method for the madness haha peace out home dawgs! much love!!

Currently Listening Monkey Business By Black Eyed Peas dum diddly see related

what up gansta foos! hahaa soo its been like forever and a day since ive updated this thingy so i figured i'd do it now woot woot so anywho im starting to realize why its taken me this long to get one of these thingies too and that because i have no motivation to write in the damn thing hahaha and thats my way of saying that i really dont have much to say but u can talk to me and ask me how my lifes going bc thatd just b nice haha yeah peace out homies! oh and p.s. i wish i had turrets! SON OF A WHORE!! hahahahaha fuuun stuff! haha smooooch!

what up gangstas?! totally putting off some homework right now, cause pretty much school blows or well the actual work we have to do for school does haha but yeah pretty much the past like day or so has been pretty fuuun. watched GREESE last night with ratiki and although i feel asleep it was good and seeing as how i watch that movie at least once a month i didnt really miss anything ahaha that movie rocks sooo much. i just realized how i dont use good grammer or any sort of proper writing techniques in this thing and i dont really care so if anyone has a problem with it get over it right now cause its going to b like this forever and a day hahahaa so saw mr ohberg at the avenue today and that was weeeeird, it just didnt seem right for a teacher to be outside of school i mean whats up with that?! haha jk teachers come in the petstore allllll the time but it was weird haha and i really dont have anything to say in this im just bored sooo ill leave you with this

COME MR DJ TURN THE MUSIC UP!!!

just thought i'd add my new name to this hehe

My name, Eastern Rain, represents change in everyway. The Oglala Sioux Indians had sacred meanings for each cardinal direction, and the east was believed to represent change from blackness to beauty. And the rain brings cleansing and pureness back into the earth. Life changes on a regular basis and things happen constantly so that it’s impossible for anything to stay the same.  People rarely stay in your life and when they don’t it’s a way of cleansing and starting over with new people and sometimes places. Every day brings a new chance to make your life better it’s just a matter of you taking the chance and having no regrets. My name is representation of everything I have encountered in my past, and a way for me to not hold back in the future. It’s a reminder and a way of remembering what to live for and what life truly is. How it is constantly changing and that the only way to survive is to change with it, otherwise you’ll be lost in the past.